Your current situation may be very worrisome. Try to keep things clear in your mind, like deadlines, and all your serious responsibilities. Remember think solutions, as just worrying is manifesting in reverse and does no one any good. You are strong and resourceful and I am sure you will come up with many very clever solutions, just think positive. Where health is concerned to might be time to begin a new lifestyle, nutrition could be key, not just what you eat but what you are feeding your mind. Think positive thoughts.