Oh no, change is bad. Well, it does not have to be! But, making the changes can sometimes be difficult and even painful. I know one of your strengths that you admire is loyalt, so I know how difficult it might be for you to give notice, or remove your energy from someone, but this change can make a big difference to you for quite some time to come. Be brave and powerful forces will come to your aid. If you are not actually changing the people or place work to change the situation for the better at least.