Decision time! If you continue along doing two conflicting things, the way you have been, you might lose out on both things. So, you are being asked to re-think things a little and pick that which is most dear to you. This could be a choice between two great jobs or anything really that you have known was going to come to this, decision time. Time to stop burning the candle at both ends. I have faith that you will pick what is right for your highest good.