Please try not to be so hard on yourself or others. It has been a very long time since we could have the people we love socialize and gather, hug and feed one another. It has really taken it’s toll on you by now and I know you are just itching to put on a special dinner or host a party. Don’t be surprised if your invitations are turned down and please don’t take it personally. You will have to wait a little longer to be safe. Host a virtual party it’s easier than cooking and cleaning and you can stay in touch with all of your tribe.