Time to have a think; are you cheating yourself out of something? The feeling here is that you have developed a behavior pattern that is not allowing you to work or grow to your fullest potential. Maybe you need to rethink your position alt work, or maybe it’s a lack of energy at home. It’s also possible you have made a turn in your spiritual path that is now blocking your personal progress. And if so far this isn’t speaking to you have a health care check up because you may be in denial abut something that is fixable if you attend to it sooner rather than later.